*love is pain, pain is love**

My 18th (:

2009-02-12T18:26:00.020+08:00

On the 10th february,

the eve of my big 18th,
had dinner with a few of my close friends at
Garden, a new restaurant in One Utama.
That was my first time there & frankly speaking,
the food there was not so good but i like that place :)

Rating;
Food: 5/10
Environment: 8.5/10

Happy 18th :)

Mango Delight from all of em'. Thanks

The dearest & I <3Yummys*

The darlings <3

The boys (:

Samthelover. Mwa*

Sister <3

The love bird.

Cuisine of the day (:

H2o-creeze soup

My dish,
Fish & chips

Baby's,
Carbonara

Chocolate Iced-blended

Group Picture (:

PS: I love you <3

On the 11th itself,
Went dinner with the love one,
At Bbq plaza, 1utama.
It has been long since i went there.
Enjoyed it very much.
We so pandai, ordered the dish for 3 pax,
But, we maneged to finish it! :)
we both were already bloated in the end,
haha.
Received roses, cake & a watch from babykin
( didn't managed to take a picture of it :'( )
But anyway,
thanks lot baby*

The lovey.

I cooked for him.

& he cooked for me <3>

Experimenting, BBQ-ing veges. Lols

He looks so cute!

Happily together Honeyy!

Hold it tight
&
we'll walk through many tomorrows together <3

Thanks babykin.

xoxoo'
hun

The lucky number, '26'

2009-02-02T11:26:00.004+08:00

Happy 26 months anniversary dearie,
I hope this is the best gift for this anniversary,
For me, it is :)
Because as long as i have you back,
Nothing is more precious than that.
I love you more than everything baby boy.

xoxoo',
hun

My valentine's back <3

2009-02-01T20:54:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, a separation isn't that bad,
People grow from their mistakes,
As for me,
I don't usually appreciate things if i have em',
But once i've lost it,
I started to realise how much i needed it, him,
How much i missed him,
How much i loved him,
And how much i wanted him,
I was wrong, all the while,
I thought i could live a better life without him,
But eventually, i'm so clear now that i can't do everything properly without him,
Fortunately,
I'm so glad that i have him back once more,
For now, nothing is on my mind,
But one thing i know for sure,
I just want to keep him forever,
Stick to him & give him all the loves i could give.
*Baby, i love you with all my heart <3

hun <3

2009-01-28T03:42:00.004+08:00

Argue for nuts,

Fight for nuts,

Angry for nuts,

Sad for nuts,

Cry for nuts,

Because in the end,

The sky is still blue,

The rain will still drop,

The people will still get hurt,

Time will still pass,

People will still be healed from their wounds,

Life will still have to go on...

hun <3

:)

2009-01-27T13:06:00.007+08:00

I have enough of emo posts straight in a row, so this isn't going to be one. Happy Moomoo' New Year everyone! Wish you people have a very prosperous new year ahead! Collected a few ang paus on the first day of chinese new year, i want more!!! haha. currently at my aunt's house. Was supposed to be a chinese new year visit but since i have nothing else to do so here i am! blogging, no life. *no offence* By the way, heading to my granny's house in a while. Will be back tomorrow. I just heard the news that the NS people are only going back on next wednesday! I hope it's true, so that i can spend more time with em' :)

hun <3

Fact*

2009-01-21T23:39:00.004+08:00

People come & go.

The true friends leave their footprints.

The rest tend to be passerby.

Whether you like it or not, they will just leave.

Without you noticing.

I'm fine, i know this is what everyone called 'life'.

So what if i love you?

So what if i miss you?

So what if I've been thinking a lot about you?

I guess,

It's the fact that we have to go to our perspective path.

But I'm glad that you are doing good now.
Frankly, i think a lot about you.

About the things we have done together when we were together.

Whatever it is, someone told me this,

'tomorrow is a new beginning'

And i know it is :)

hun <3

When You're Gone

2009-01-21T23:33:00.003+08:00

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through

The day and make it ok

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

hun <3

Life should be wonderful..

2009-01-18T15:50:00.009+08:00

If love is pain, why do people still love?

If pain is love, then why do people still want to invite the pain?

Ironic...

*I wish i can choose not to be the victim... in love....

hun <3

New Year*

2009-01-17T12:25:00.003+08:00

If only I had an angel to guide me at all times. I wish i could not speak a word when i get back from work, i wish my emotions don't kick in at all times. I hate it when people can't seem to accept me for who i am. But i'm even pissed that I , myself do not even understand myself. Ridiculous. What do I want now? What am I doing right now? I won't even seem to be able to answer any of the questions above. I'm like a cat that has lost it's way back home. I'm confused. I'm guilty. I'm lost. I thought about you but i know i should let you go. I missed you & i know you're most probably missing me too but i just want you to get over it & not miss me. I saw it, whether the story is about us or not, it doesn't matter anymore. Because the story had became a memory. This will be my last time talking about this & I'm glad that i'm moving on..

*Thanks for being there for me all along people :) you know who you guys are.

2009-01-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when everything goes as you wished, something might just not turn out the way you wanted it to be but you do not know what & why. There are plenty of question marks in your mind but you just do not have the solutions to it.. Just screw everything upside down!!

I'm glad that how everything is going now :) All the best to you..

2009-01-10T15:50:00.002+08:00

I've never been this down before, until i text him ): When i came to realise the fact that everything is not going to be the same anymore...

2009-01-10T14:12:00.000+08:00

My break, got myself an ice cream while walking in the mall.. From that second onwards, i know, Everything i'm going to go through now or in the near future, it will pop out the picture of us doing it together. spending quality time together, everything at all, we've been through all together.. Two years of memories, it is not easy to be erased. I've chose to keep it, collect it & make it a chapter of my story.. I know, i'm all by myself now..

'I'm not with anyone..'

2009-01-10T12:41:00.000+08:00

2009-01-09T20:10:00.001+08:00

A few days back, i have tons of thing to blog about. When i wanted to blog i can't but when i can, i'm blank and i have nothing to blog about. i know something really must be done. Just that, who's willing to be the bad one. So i chose to be the one, i know i have to stone my heart, cannot cry, cannot give sympathy. when something must be over, then it's better to do it fast. I don't like dragging. It doesn't bring benefits to neither of us. I saw him again, at the wrong timing because i was out with one of my male friend. I know, i won't have the chance to make things clear for him anymore. He won't want to listen to me anymore. If you ever read this, i'm not with anyone. I was just telling you that to make things easier for you. I know your exams are so so so soon, i feel like shit because i have to do these at this time. I wish you all the best for everything you do. I hope you understand that this person here don't worth your time, your efforts at all. I'm pretty sure you can find someone much better than this person here. For the last time, I'm truly sorry.

All the best! *cheers*

:)

2009-01-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

You will never be forgotten because you came in the story of my life & made it happening at all times. I'm thankful that i have got you before. You have been the greatest one. Nobody had give me such a wonderful memory, you're the first & I'm glad that we could go through so many things together. I have chose to walk a different path, i apologize for my selfishness. I would rather regret losing you than not having you at all because i loved you..

Merry Christmas*!! (:

2008-12-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year People!

I guess most of the people are partying out there but i'm the first to blog on the Christmas day =) Oh well, that's mainly because i went out with the bf since morning then he so happened to not bring his phone out, was supposed to depend on his friends's plan but since he didn't bring his phone out so his friends couldn't get him. Then we both ended up shopping till 10 o'clock and we're back home now (: Well, i should enjoy this moment with him by my side now, at least this is a peaceful one. We both didn't want to go to crowded places so instead of being stuck in the crowd, we have decided to come home & maybe watch some dvd's. (:

Baby did his shopping again :) And i did my window shopping =/ Ish Ish. the feeling sucks when you have to see other people shop & you're not buying anything. What to do, no $$$! Went all around to look for his Puma shoes, arghh, i didn't know it can be so difficult to get a pair of guy's shoes. When you know which one you are going to get already, then suddenly 'pop'! No size! How pissing off right?! Well, at least he got what he wanted eventually. Headed to midvalley first, then couldn't find & my heels was killing me already, so we left back home & change. Then again we headed to ou to look for his shoes again. Since he won't give up if he can't find THAT pair of shoes he wanted, so i just accompanied the crazy fella to walk all around. Had our X'mas dinner at Fish & Co. Enjoyed it though (:

Let the pictures speak now! (:

posing in the car (:

He was being shy infront of the camera though..

Playing with the Spongebob in the car.

The small & big (:

It was snowing..

Nah.. there's the snow machine on top =S

Cam-whoring

Baby trying to pose, haha..

Merry X'mas baby boy!

Poser betul!

Another poser wanna-be..

Fried Calamari

Our dish for the night, Fish & Chips (:

You feed me..

And i feed you

You know you love me :)

2008-12-24T04:20:00.000+08:00

I hate it when we have to do these all the time, it's like a routine for us both. I hate it!! sigh. Last time i used to think, arguments are good for a relationship. But now! heck! no way, it sucks whenever we have to do it. After a good talk with him yesterday night, i'm so glad that we are back to lovely-lovely again. We are together for two years and i know there must be ways to solve all sort of problems & obstacles we face everyday, everytime. I love you with all my heart baby, i know you know it. I know i've always acted like i'm so strong, so brave & everything. But deep dowm inside, i know i can't afford to lose you ): So please just bare with me baby boy :)

Anyway, woke up at 2 something in the afternoon, rested & watched some tv shows then baby called for movie. So we headed to ou around 4 something, bought the movie tickets, Beverly Hills Chihuahua it is. Quite a good movie :) The dogs can really act!! Movie was at 650, so instead of stoning there. Baby did some of his CNY shopping. So i accompanied him all the while. He bought some tee shirts & bought me a pair of heels. happy joyly me! =p Thanks baby boy! <3>

Baby's

2008-12-21T04:48:00.000+08:00

Heyy, i'm over at bf's house again. It's 450 am now & i'm still awake doing nothing. Lol. Nothing much happened today. Woke up in the late afternoon, watch movie at home. Waited for baby's call ,he asked me if i want to catch a late night movie with him & his friends today, so i just said yes since i haven't been watching a movie with him for ages. Another call, telling me the tickets are fully booked ): sigh. so the movie plan is canceled. Went curve with mummy & sister in the evening for dinner. Walked around for a bit then baby call again asking if i want to join him & his friends to don't know where to watch football match. I rushed back home & he was already waiting for me at my house. We went straight to ttdi plaza to meet up with mark & anna's cousin(i forgot what his name is). It was my first time there & it was quite nice for me. At least it's some nice chilling place :) Chilled for awhile then we left back home. I'm so lazy to upload the pictures now, there's too many. but but... it's coming really soon. really... i'm so sleepy already! goodnight peeps! sleep tight & sweet dreams. Xoxoo' hun-

Hello (:

2008-12-18T03:00:00.000+08:00

hey people, I'm back to blogging again after quite some time. I have shifted from my gold & greenpotatoes. blogspot (my old blog) to this new one here. I totally have no idea what to blog about now. But i just want to introduce my new blog here (: I'm hui hun, Lee. I have just completed my high school, so i'm currently 17 this year, soon to be 18 :) Basically, All i have been doing after my spm are all about going out, yum cha-ing & party sometimes too. There are quite a lot of pictures which i haven't post em' up for quite some times already. Will do it very soon.. :)